I’ve like a lot of things to write but then again, I’m not sure how to express those in words anymore. Maybe I should just stop doing what I do and continue hiding.. oh well..

I’ve been using Opera for some time now. Honestly, I think it’s just getting better. For example, the image attached shows a rather detailed version of the camera’s (in my case, it’s a phone) build, lighting condition, etc. Seems fun to play with right? Try it yourself and see if it’s good enough for you.

Anyway, I guess that’s all I can think of for now (there’s a lot to say, but as usual.. I dont know which to type first and deciding that alone cancels off the mood). Have a great week ahead. Adios~

I did share this year’s Raya with my birthday. However, raya feels rather dull this year. Why? Don’t ask me.. everyone’s been saying the same. I’m still in my grandmom’s place, will only return to KL on Friday I think and I’m stucked with dial-up. Honestly, it feels bad to come back to dial-up but oh well.. that’s better than nothing right?

I guess I’m just bored here. My fiance is out with my two sisters, shopping and I’m seriously not interested in joining them.. so here I am, stucked at home. Oh well.. I hope you all had a great holidays (you are still on holidays right? :P). Adios!

I’ll be leaving back to my home town soon (in a couple of hours to be exact) and since I dont know if I’ll be able to wish everyone out there on that day itself.. here goes my wish. Selamat menyambut hari raya Aidilfitri to every Muslims on the planet and to the non-Muslims, do drop by to our houses to celebrate and happy holidays to everyone

It feels like forever since I last smiled or laughed freely. These days I smile and laugh to hide the fact that I’m never happy. I get something good in life and before I can even taste the full of it, it goes away. Nothing in life actually makes me feel good anymore. Why does it always work this way for me? Or it’s actually happening to everyone but they’re are as good as I am at covering it up?

I used to be able to hide the emotions and cover it up nicely. Everyone would think I’m the happiest man alive but these days it’s just not as easy anymore. I guess I’m just losing it and soon I’ll lose my mind and then I’ll just forget who I am or even who I was. Nothing’s been working out and honestly, I don’t give a shit anymore.

I guess there’s simply no point of being nice to people. I used to be nice and what did I ever get in return? I made their day, I made their smile and when I need all that, no one seems to be around. Their life is more important than I am. Perhaps, it’s just the way it is. Perhaps it was wrong for me to ignore my life once to make others feel better. You know, no one’s worth it anymore. I do feel that way these days. You don’t like it? I don’t give a damn anymore!